scarfman | (no subject)

so last week and this week there's overtime at work which I like to say yes to because they're so flexible with my schedule when it's needed like when my wife was dying of cancer, and also both weeks and next week there are doctor/dentist appointments to make up worktime for, and last week there was a church bell choir performance at the church's annual musicfest, and there's this commission I agreed to draw for someone at church to see whether I liked doing commissions and it's interesting but another stressor, and I'm so tired that yesterday I posted the Twitter and Tumblr links to a new Hero of Three Faces but never uploaded the goddam cartoon, and Friday my stepson and his family are coming back into town for a coupla weeks, and I'm tired and out of sorts and I think my mother realized last night that it's worse than I did, and it doesn't look like I'll get a day off next weekend any more than I did last weekend, and I haven't really been on the internet for two days cuz so much is going on and then I get insomnia and catch up on LJ and there are two posts from different people about loved ones who are about two years dead like my wife who died of cancer, and I think I've got too old for this shit